Highs and lows of my yesterday
Yesterday was the 2nd day of a little program organized by our company. A little get together to learn new skills that has something to do with assessment reporting, determining the best course of action after we have gathered some information in our helping process. The class was wonderful. New friends are great. Old friends are even greater. We shared minds on what mistakes we did, how to improve, safe to say we're taking in huge loads of new information and trying to adopt these new standards for our own habitual practice. Those are what I considered the highs of yesterday and the day before that. But, the lows. I ended yesterday with self-blame, grieving over my own appearance, with a dash of self-loathe. I was asked during Rorschach analysis whether I've never been happy about the way I look. Caught off guard, I nodded and said yes. When asked whether I wanted to be Cinderella. I nodded and said yes. I never really thought that my weight was repulsive to ot