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 Hey you guys! Remember about the NGO I talked about a few posts ago? We're officially registered with ROS! Oh my god, I can't even believe it. Feels like it won't happen because we were rejected so many times. But it did! It has!  We successfully registered but have to make some changes. First, we rebranded our NGO from Feminita which has a really feminine name and may chase away potential male clients to something really public, simple, yet easy to remember. The new name is Persatuan Minda Sihat Malaysia (PMSM) or in English, I guess it would be Healthy Minds Association Malaysia or Healthy Minds for short. We've also started recruiting new members. Alhamdulillah, we scored a few more members since our registration. Most of our members are counselling students from Open University Malaysia, but we do not prevent those from other universities to join us too if they are interested in our programs and causes.    As for me, it's the first time something I did and foll...

            This is my new night light! Cantik kan? I love it so much. Has seven colors in total, and the brightness is adjustable. Definitely in love with it.

 Black mold is apparently dangerous if left untreated especially for people with respiratory issues. Luckily, after googling I found that it can be eradicated using Mr Muscle for Mold and Mildews. I've sprayed it once, and the mold stain has reduced significantly. I'll spray it again later, since the smell of the spray already overpowers the room. I'll keep spraying them until all the mold are gone. The spray smell also stays on my fingers. I might need to use gloves next time. Anyways, if you have black mold problem, might want to use Mr Muscle.    p/s: This is so totally not an ad for Mr Muscle. But I appreciate if they want to sponsor me. :D  After the mold is gone, I'll prep the wall for a new coat of paint. I'm thinking Cobalt Blue? What do you guys think?

 So, update on my teeth. Semalam pergi appointment dentist kat Shah Alam. Lepas dia check gigi aku, dia pun kata gigi bawah dah rapat. Gigi atas dah boleh pasang braces. Lepas tu, dia pasang braces. Before tu, dia check pla que kat gigi. Dia kata banyak. Dia tanya tak flos ke? Aku cakap la, flos je. Dia kata tak berapa bersih. Dia kata lepas pasang braces dia nak buat scaling sekejap.   Weh, aku bukan apa. Sakit gila oi scaling. Tiap-tiap kali scaling pun sakit ya amat. Aku ni bukan tak tahan sakit, tapi semalam sampai menggigil oi aku tahan sakit. Sampai nangis. Aku tak boleh nak cakap apa-apa lepas scaling. Tak ada mood langsung. Aku macam pelik. Aku brush, aku flos, aku pakai Listerine, tapi plaque tetap ada. Yang pelik, orang lain yang tak pernah scaling langsung tu steady je. Gigi aku ni mengada-ngada ke apa? Gigi aku siap ada yang dah goyang. Malu? Buat apa nak malu bagitau gigi aku dah goyang. Benda betul. Lagipun, kalau aku tak mengaku gigi aku goyang, aku yang ta...

I haven't been doing my weekend jog for a long time. The last one is probably when I was in high school. Today we went to the mini stadium for a short jog, just two laps. But I'm quite happy knowing that I still am able to jog for like a lap and fast walk for the other. I'm determined to make more laps soon. :)

Just like every other day, today is routine and quite dull. Hoping for excitement that just doesn't come.

Guys, kenapa sedap sangat suara Anuar Zain ni... Aku takleh stop dengar lagu dia yang tajuk Cinta Harus Memiliki. Lagi sedap dari lagu latest dia yang Cinta Takkan Berakhir. Lagu yang aku cakap aku suka ni memang boleh buat kita rasa sedih sebab bayangkan dia nak sangat dengan someone ni, tapi keadaan tak mengizinkan. Jadi kena lupakan, masalahnya nak lupakan susah dan sakit sangat. Aku sebenarnya tak pernah rasa benda macam tu. Bukan apa, aku cuma kadang-kadang terasa nak bahagia lain daripada sekarang ni, dan rasa pedih macam dalam lagu tu. Aku cuma nak rasa je macam mana. Apalaa yang kau mengarut ni Ain oi hahahaha :D

Today is the second wedding of my cousin. She got married to a guy she knew back in high school and they had like a meet-cute on Facebook. It was a quaint and intimate affair, not a lot of people were invited. Most of us are family or close friends. Glad to know this guy is up to be an instant-daddy to her three kids. She's luckier than most, I'd say. To my cousin, we love you. This heavy burden has been lifted off your chest I suppose and we all wish you, your husband, and your kids the happiest and most fulfilling of days. Love is definitely worth fighting for. Goodnight everyone. Hugs and kisses, :)

A little message to my fellow Muslims all over the globe, when we're celebrating Eid this year, don't forget those who can't eat despite Ramadhan ended, remember those who has no home, those who wear the same clothes over and over again because they can't afford new ones, those who have wants to celebrate like us but has to defend their home from invaders, those who has less than us, those who are sick, and those who has left us. Celebrate in moderation. Create memories. Forgive and ask for forgiveness. And most of all, be thankful to Allah for giving us the chance for a great Ramadhan. Hope to meet this month again next year, Insya Allah. p/s: Will post my Eid celebration pics soon :) 

Hey. So, I got this new part time thing for me to do. A cousin of mine wanted me to tutor her 16 year old daughter for English this year. I seriously don't know what to teach her. I mean, I know the basics, like grammar, the literature they'd study this year, and a few other stuff. But teaching? How could I teach her since I'm not an English major. I'm afraid I'd screw it up like other stuff I've done for the past years. Whatever happens, I hope I can bring something good for her to take from me. Sincerely nervous, Me.

Masa saya kecil dulu, impian saya nak jadi cikgu. Puncanya mudah aje. Sebab mak saya cikgu, dan kebanyakan saudara-mara saya memegang gelaran cikgu/ustazah/pensyarah. Dan sebab di sekolah, cikgu macam satu entiti yang saya pandang tinggi. Ada beberapa cikgu yang membentuk persepsi saya tentang cikgu yang sangat baik, dan ada juga cikgu yang buat saya tak mahu jadi cikgu. Bila saya masuk kolej matrikulasi, minat saya nak jadi cikgu bertambah lagi-lagi untuk subjek bahasa Inggeris. Beruntunglah saya, di sekolah menengah dulu cikgu saya walaupun garangnya sampai terasa lagi pukulan dia bila saya buat salah, tapi itulah yang buat saya bersemangat dan suka masuk kelas dia. Lagi-lagi bila dia kata, bila dia bercakap dalam kelas, dia tak rasa yang lain faham atau minat dengan apa yang dia katakan. Kesian cikgu saya. Ha, bila sampai kolej, saya lagi tambah beruntung sebab pensyarah saya masa tu, Teacher Rose, sangat pandai menarik minat kami yang belajar dalam kelas dia. Dan saya dapat Band...

hey so this dude used to be fat, he's so scared that people wouldn't like him or consider him to be a partner. so, he went to the gym. for years. to get rid of that fat flabby body he once had. then she met this girl, smart, beautiful, confident person. and she's chubby. they started getting to know each other, texting for days whenever they can, went out a few times. and now, he said he's not in the mood for texting her anymore. all i can ask, is why the hell would you do that to her? you. of all people should know how insecure it must feel to be oversized. to suddenly have someone interested in you is a blessing. and now you left her just like that, heart broken open and eyes teary. what the hell dude. i'm totally pissed off at you right now. how i wish you would get a beautiful girl, and shame, she's too good for you too. she'd leave you, as broken hearted as you left this amazing girl which is my sister. you suck.

Assalamualaikum semua. Teringin pulak nak tulis dalam bahasa melayu, jadi hambik ni :) Kalau korang rajin semak timeline kat facebook ke, twitter ke, atau website berita, korang akan perasan yang jenayah makin banyak jadi kat Malaysia ni. Dari jenayah kecik-kecik macam curi duit sampai jenayah besar macam tanam orang guna simen dalam tong deram. Tak tau sama ada peratusan jenayah sama macam dulu cumanya wartawan sekarang lagi peka dan cuba muatkan sebanyak mungkin jenayah dalam suratkhabar. Yang jelasnya, jenayah makin sadis. Dari tembak orang dalam bank, ke letupkan orang, ke tanam dalam tong deram, jelas sangat yang banyak penjahat zaman sekarang ni dah tak pengecut macam dulu. Pengutip sedekah sekalipun ada orang nak gunakan jadi pencuri duit sebab kita ni baik-baik, mudah kesian dekat orang susah walaupun hakikatnya kat Malaysia ni, ramai orang yang susah termasuklah kita, cumanya kita bernasib baik sikit aje. Nak tau macam mana ekonomi boleh dikaitkan dengan jenayah? Ha, ni ...

Hi. Just felt writing on italic today. So, anyone who couldn't stand italic letters, I truly apologize and you can scroll below for past posts. Or you could just suck it up, princesses. ;) So, here's the thing. What do you think of people speaking any language that mixes it up with other languages? Is that okay or is that considered as pet peeves to you?  Please inform me, because I really am curious about this.  Goodnight, guys. See you soon. XX, CK.

Some people just should not be a public figure. Some people who already in power should step down if they suck at what they currently doing. Even more so, when that job's effect, affects so many people of all walks of life. Just saying. He shouldn't continue doing it.

Hi. Today I want to discuss about the ever increasing of collective student debt all across this nation. In Malaysia, when a high school graduate get accepted into university, either public or private, one matter does overtake even their own interest at pursuing their education. And that is, school fees. School fees are also growing each year because of the rapid economic downturn and the unstable Ringgit value. Since we are relying most of our information and resources based on the education overseas (via books, notes, videos, and so forth), the fees also fluctuates based on how much they cost to be hailed down here. In my personal experience, when I get the offer letter of going into one of the public universities local to this country, it costs just above 80,000 Ringgit. However, since I got into a public school, I got a discount that only costs me and my parents around 1300 Ringgit per semester, accumulating to almost a few hundred below 8,000 Ringgit. The rest of them are pai...

Malaysia could follow the footstep of Greece if this monetary issue won't be resolved soon. Hey ministers, ask Iceland what they did to stop their economy from breaking down. Stop chanting that bull about how our economy is growing and shit. Our money is becoming less and less valued every day. Do something about that. 

Baru-baru ni Brunei dah laksanakan hudud. Padahal Malaysia dah canang lama dah yang kita ni nak laksana hudud, tapi asyik bertengkar kat Dewan Rakyat pasal hudud, gaduh kat newspaper konon belum sedia, kata kita hidup ada macam-macam kaum jadi tak validlah kalau nak guna hudud. Okay. Fine. Aku rasa hudud is a very good law to be implemented in Malaysia. Why? Kita negara Islam. Kan? So, how come tak ada satu pun website yang didedikasikan semata-mata (solely) untuk ajar pasal hudud. Macam satu website interaktif siap dengan chatroom ke forum ke untuk orang ramai bertanya pasal hudud. Kenapa nak guna website? Okay. Sekarang 2015. Newspaper, magazines, dengan news kat tv dah obsolete lama dah.Tak salah kalau kita berubah sekali ikut zaman (kalau bab teknologi la, bab kalau dah terang-terang, jangan mengada nak ubah ikut zaman.. ) Kalau tanya bebudak sekarang diorang tengok tv ke tak, diorang akan cakap, 'kenapa nak tengok tv, kan ada internet?' Jadi, apa kata kalau kita cat...

Imagine One day, you woke up and it's apocalypse day What would you do? Would you find a safe haven for yourself Or would you help the ones in need and find your safe haven Together If apocalypse doesn't claim your life Would you sit in the cave Alive Or would you go outside Find the solutions you need Whatever source of life and save whatever you can salvage Even if it means Death? We wouldn't know what we would do Today Because you and me We have what we need We don't have a care of what happens elsewhere Imagine What's happening in the war worlds Happen to you What would you do? *send help, or prayers. both works fine.

Hello. I guess you've heard about the helicopter crash involving the national VIPs. I'm not going to discuss on the rumors you may or may not have catch swirling about. I want to offer my sincere condolences to the family affected by this. These people, whom we barely know were told to have been given their tremendous effort in helping the established government. I do not care what they have or have not done before, all I care is no one is supposed to leave the world like that. No one should. Doesn't matter how bad they are. Even less if they're good.  Honestly, this country should crank up its security systems so that this would not happen again. On the other hand, if things are going to happen, it's going to happen anyway regardless of what we do. Whatever it is, even if it does happen, we need to know why and how it happens just so we could design some sort of preventive measure for safety.  I hate tragedies. I hope it would end.