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No-Name Sandwich for Iftar

Hi guys!

Since it's Ramadhan and I'll be cooking and making food most of the time, I'm going to share with you one of my go to recipe when it comes to sandwich. I don't know if it has a name yet elsewhere, but this is how I make it.

Ingredients for filling:
Crab meat
Black Pepper
Garlic Pepper (if you like it)

Salad or cucumber (sliced)

Whatever you like, but I use White Bread or Whole Wheat

How to make it:

1. Hard boil the eggs. Estimate the eggs by how many sandwiches you want to make. Steam the crab meat but careful do not get it too soft or the fillings would look mushy.

2. Put hard boiled eggs and crab meat inside food processor. Don't blend. Just pulse them a few times so it get to the desired look you want. Add mayonnaise, salt, black pepper, and garlic pepper.

3. Put the vegetables first. Spread the fillings between two slices of bread. It looks great if cut into club sandwich style cut.

4. Ready for eating.

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