Life of a university graduate

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Hey hey..

It's been 4 months since I graduated. I didn't go to the convocation ceremony due to lack of expenses and the time was just wrong for me. I did go to my twin's convocation day though. Don't think I can handle being in a room full of people, and walk on stage receiving my scroll with everyone's eyes on me. I might misstep and faceplant. However, that's all in the past.

This is my life now.

I don't have a job yet. Did fill a few applications for forester's position at a local research center. And I have a part time job of sub teaching which still has not call me for another gig. Filling my time by doing other people's assignments and got paid quite well per paper. I do house chores religiously or by request. And I'm bored out of my wits. My constant companions has been this blog, my phone, the few lame games in there, the internet, and the good ol' television. Other than that, I act as the lady-in-waiting for my mom and dad. Just to make them not feel so alone in this house helps me feel a bit better even though some days just calls for extraordinary things for me to do just to keep me sane.

I don't necessary love what's going on right now, but I won't run away either. Life's pretty alright to me. Will hold out for a better one.

Wish me luck.

:)

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