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            This is my new night light! Cantik kan? I love it so much. Has seven colors in total, and the brightness is adjustable. Definitely in love with it.

 Black mold is apparently dangerous if left untreated especially for people with respiratory issues. Luckily, after googling I found that it can be eradicated using Mr Muscle for Mold and Mildews. I've sprayed it once, and the mold stain has reduced significantly. I'll spray it again later, since the smell of the spray already overpowers the room. I'll keep spraying them until all the mold are gone. The spray smell also stays on my fingers. I might need to use gloves next time. Anyways, if you have black mold problem, might want to use Mr Muscle.    p/s: This is so totally not an ad for Mr Muscle. But I appreciate if they want to sponsor me. :D  After the mold is gone, I'll prep the wall for a new coat of paint. I'm thinking Cobalt Blue? What do you guys think?

 So, update on my teeth. Semalam pergi appointment dentist kat Shah Alam. Lepas dia check gigi aku, dia pun kata gigi bawah dah rapat. Gigi atas dah boleh pasang braces. Lepas tu, dia pasang braces. Before tu, dia check pla que kat gigi. Dia kata banyak. Dia tanya tak flos ke? Aku cakap la, flos je. Dia kata tak berapa bersih. Dia kata lepas pasang braces dia nak buat scaling sekejap.   Weh, aku bukan apa. Sakit gila oi scaling. Tiap-tiap kali scaling pun sakit ya amat. Aku ni bukan tak tahan sakit, tapi semalam sampai menggigil oi aku tahan sakit. Sampai nangis. Aku tak boleh nak cakap apa-apa lepas scaling. Tak ada mood langsung. Aku macam pelik. Aku brush, aku flos, aku pakai Listerine, tapi plaque tetap ada. Yang pelik, orang lain yang tak pernah scaling langsung tu steady je. Gigi aku ni mengada-ngada ke apa? Gigi aku siap ada yang dah goyang. Malu? Buat apa nak malu bagitau gigi aku dah goyang. Benda betul. Lagipun, kalau aku tak mengaku gigi aku goyang, aku yang ta...

Hey! So, we had our first and last (for me) Techniques of Counselling class. I was so anxious to go, as I would be meeting people I've only seen through screen using Google Meet. I can say, I was glad that I went. Everyone was so nice. We had a 3 hour class, then 1 hour art therapy where we were asked to draw our Quality World, and another 2 and a half hour of counselling roleplay. It was amazing!  By attending this class, I knew that I know not a lot. Haha. That's good and also somewhat bad at the same time. I have a lot to learn.  p/s: Oh, please guess which one is me! 

 Hi everyone, I have news! I'm very excited to inform you that I'm currently taking up studying again. It's amazing. I'm learning so much from the notes and from everyone. I'm not ready to tell you what it is yet, but I will as soon as I am at the finish line I guess. Don't want to ruin the surprise. Who am I kidding? A select few have been told by now, but I hope they'll keep mum about it. I don't want to jinx it. 😂 Also, I promise to post more now. And with pictures. Just pardon this one. I'll treat my blog as my diary.  You wanna know what I'm feeling? Kind of overwhelmed to be honest. Lots of homework, assignments, and stuff to read yet I don't feel like doing it. But I have to. Don't be a screw up again CK. It's been awhile, but you can't back out. Got plenty of people to help once you graduate.  Anyway, thanks guys for reading. I don't want to make a tumblr account because I don't think I'm tumblr material. I...

A few days till the end of Ramadhan. I remembered how somber our Hari Raya was last year. Tried to celebrate, but then our dad got really sick really fast and passed away on the 13th of June. This year it's not going to be much different, I think. With the Covid-19 still out there infecting more and more people, we're staying put at home this year. I wish to visit dad, but I know the authority would not allow this. Yesterday, I heard 4 more people got infected with Covid from the old folks home nearby. That scared me. What scares me most is that all of them were asymptomatic, meaning they were not exhibiting the common symptoms for Covid. Please god, save us all from this. 

This year's Father's Day was a solemn occasion. We didn't celebrate it this year since dad passed away a few days before. I remembered sitting on the sofa, scrolling through twitter when I came across a trending topic, Father's Day. Everyone was wishing their dad and there I was, wishing to none. My eyes started to water and my brother noticed. He asked me, "What's wrong?" I just said, "Today's Father's Day". Then he gave me a hug saying, "Yeah, I know." My dad passed away on 13th of June, merely 7 days after his birthday. I did wish him on his birthday saying, "Hey dad, you know what day is today? It's your birthday! Happy Birthday, dad." He did let out a little smile acknowledging my wish. But he didn't say anything. Also, we had no cake for his birthday this year. We had nothing. He can't keep anything down but water. I should've noticed that something is off. But I shrugged it off thinking ...